06.06.25
Often I think they have only gone out
the ostinato of
pizzicato cellos in my head
into melisma
straining crepuscule
of involuntary memory corridors
covered in edited phrases
or that it actually grew
someone else’s experience
the awareness of voluntary activity
negative feedback control loops
click away fragile bars
these will see us down
what they told me
in between while purposefully
but not strictly
a free will or execute
a behaviour I deliver it to you
in this poem
split infinitives
its behaviour non-extrapolative,
its behaviour non-predictive
its behaviour probabilistic
flees into my dictionary unhurt
so I can go home under a blue light