Yaxley 2 (rough draft)

 

England’s heroes 

in pseudocommando with a leakage 

at the Western Jet Foil site 

Tug Haven there is more ash now

surrounding incendiary devices

–A message to the UK government, 

a message to the Gangs in Telford, 

if you come for our children we will come for you, 

if I can’t have my freedom than I choose death

& here stands the effigy of our noblest soldiers, 

& there is more of ash now, 

of tears & it grows over their graves;  

Look                                       --I can feel it coming in the air tonight

encroaching over

in the rain to love again 

grooming gangs,,  a keynote speech

to the touching of our skins, & to open up to heavens sent 

indiscriminate petrol bombs & bent the knee 

& do not ere long change in sheets of bloodrain,, 

an aggressive tug 

in the Mitie holding area, 

a national picture behind Quilliams you flourish 

in the concierge  marquee purge: remaining; 

on some form filling hate-filled grievance

under the greenwood tree, Yaxley's.  

– I’m only 5ft 6ins tall. A patriot.I love my country. I think that St George’s Day, April 23rd, should be a public holiday. Residing in Biggleswade,, my liberty was physically taken from me. I went out for a drink with a friend. In minutes it was on Twitter, someone telling people to find Yaxleys lingering & give him a kicking. 

                                         A group of students did. 

I’ve had an operation for a blood clot on my head. Scarred for life.

So I went to the house of the ringleader to give him a chance to apologise, to not have his life ruined like mine. But they’re posh 

& I’m a Yaxley. 

Mummy slammed the door. Open season on Yaxleys.

I really, really don’t care about the skin on those people organised 

& the best & most suitable means for attaining what is aimed at

gang-handed, as usual

bloodline MIG Down’  a free man  

around a pole, a confounded soul 

a bent leg 

& you ask yourself what is a Yaxley in contempt? 

Through holes cut in the floors of lumbering, over nearby

a father inside the heart of the young

an escheat of flickers  closer, 

stilled in a breach for holding 

these faces that were thought to show? 

O Whitey Hole,   now on your own, 

through the drop zone 

the Mitie induction. pump

breaking their noses or teeth on the opposite edge

if they got the exit manoeuvre wrong 

the slipstream would grab their legs

& fuel would burn above the left hand chest pockets 

their tunics & smocks.

beneath the surface of a mutating  cover, 

a commercial for the Army:

good pay, quick Promotion, see the world. 

Emphatic. Per­suasive. Triumphant

like a meteor, dies?

 a beating heart

before they’re ready a raging quiver cries  

& in our chests 

blocked down territories 

in place, & name,, a free man today 

a Yaxleys Revenge 

you said blooded pails 

& mercies crosswinds,, 

over summons a single voice retching 

so a quieter movement, a single voice England’s heroes 

& here comes the machete, aimed at your neck

‘…forgive them their trespasses…’  

What happens when there’s none of your lot left to forgive them?

That’s heaven? a box of balaclavas,

squatting over the White cliffs,, & what falls out? 

the working class,,   its ceremonial death passes 

into constant internal whisperings on rooftops

a mob’s blockade at the end of a cul-de-sac,, 

 as it daily scabs frigid to £20.00 ceases. 

A convoy of lorries to Whitey Hole,

remembering that raging mob? 

An ad hoc street movement in the purest sense of the word. 

They were all absolutely, entirely peaceful. The marching procession of all clusters gleaming all for Lee Rigby. 

The governor put me in the front. This wasn’t a rampaging mob baying for blood, to get dogs out demanding revenge on the people who did it ,like the dull thud.

Acted on a whim—a Yaxley whim —

in response to being offended at some piece 

of PC madness or other,

a narwhal tusk is real. 

Look,,  the Gower was dogged 

& burned the swastika flag, it's bad for business.

We-need-to-show-more-love-and-tolerance capitulation. 

A real surprise, come judgement day. 

‘Where’s this Yaxley, where’s that Yaxley?’

 A patriot. I love my country. My family

Meanwhile just being ‘me’ continues to be a problem. 

& I recite these words! 

Everyone was watching:        

                                  

  'An English Identitarian.

Zero snowflake credentials. 

A non-virtue signaller.  

No Surrender.’

I do not apologise for having a problem with an alien ideology, an alien way of living & thinking that is being given a free reign to infect the country of mine & my children’s birth. No one consulted me on it. Did they consult you? They certainly didn’t ask our children. 

Or a brush at the heart predated brought it up off the floor to another Yaxley whos been staked in fireproof letterboxes 

whilst those outside 

justified hammering war dead, 

the pipeline speech panic buttons 

war dead occasionally look at me to name-check 

a poppy burning

a plague in the middle of town. 

Women & children 

baying for blood, 

British Legionnaires 

baying for blood,

members of the community

baying for blood

to chalk climes to apply a Yaxley cure,

forevermore & I'm the enemy of the state, 

short of living in a cave, 

Now done with bowing & scraping 

to busybody do-gooders, 

to looking over my shoulder 

for the police every time I tweet 

something mildly offensive 

to a Home Counties communist.  

No more weekly sermons from the Marxist matron 

at the probation office, no more messing 

with mine & my family’s lives 

just for the hell of it. No more. 

So what, I stepped to confront the weasels 

gagged death threats, baying for blood for their evils 

                   not enough if you ask me! just the groomers to blame

          the people who knew & looked away

          council managers, social workers, they should all pay

          should lose their pensions in a day!

Only then can I go on Holiday on the Straits of Calais!

I mean it! I really mean it, Us being harassed, our teeth! 

My family even went to the lawyer who represented Jon Venables, the lad who murdered the Liverpool toddler, Jamie Bulger. He could argue the case of someone who battered a two-year-old to death, but he wouldn’t touch me with a barge pole. It seems that human rights only apply to a select group of people. Our teeth, the police, the sirens going full blast. I walked outside & & the police were there 

for me, & 

shouting ‘get down, get down’! 

Reader, I refused. I was wearing a CP Company coat, which was hooded with goggles—I looked like a frog. I got a bit of banter about my shit haircut. I was joking, saying ‘ribbit, ribbit’. A load of beer & a shit joke. My over-arching crime,, a single voice for England’s heroes dead. 

You are Britain’s Fairest Man (draft/unfinished)

 

Officer pushed him. He went forward. 

Thought he had hit his head. 

Expected blood beneath the surface of the skin 

or dead tissue above the surface hair is an attribute, 

part of the human body it breaks into an arrangement 

or configuration the category of a weapon elegised to class 

a pricket gathering at the base of emergency situations, 

with just enough hope below that glow filled blood 

is yours,         QC Rivlin 

on moonbeams a cruel vector of birchen pens,

The Director of Public Prosecutions Keir Starmer, 

a redoubtable wielding roflcopter 

of justice drugged to taskforce a plea-filled earglow 

your children's hopes as burnt missives, 

commercial leases,, the courtyard apex tribunal

upon which the presiding authority sat; 

inside these delicate circles that conceit 

hails exception lawfully as garlands of stars circling 

together delighting again bent on again   

that such light cloud fragments 

still face justice & not twist about the public deserving 

our legally enshrined, & age-old tradition, 

to spiked to peace, the lauding State,, 

whittling germane all-powerful love 

that creates & tends to all things, 

in its care that's flashing through me, right now! 

from the last stars utter commitment & overweening 

Power of the Bar, & you repeat to stuttering,, 

 give us the tools & arguments & defence lines 

& to allow us to say that the water cannons are necessary 

or plastic bullets allowed, permissible & still today,

as its deterring eternal embrace is blissful 

& is with good goodness, & is their existence : 

‘You will feel the full force of the law. 

And if you are old enough to commit these crimes, 

you are old enough to face the punishment’

 is policing over personnel codes 

& what constitutes, a weapon previously 

a history of Judgecraft, 

courts depart merely ciphers for

Twenty-Four-Hour court sittings 

with no pause on weekends 

to increase the rate of convictions, & 

made a personal appearance at 4am 

at Highbury Magistrates Court to boost morale.

Core Quality Standards     

billing my head’s so burnt. – a thousand times before:  

You sweet children, tell me then: 

Aren’t you part of Lucifer’s race? 

You’re so nice I’d like to kiss you, again & again, 

It feels as if this is your proper place. 

To be naturally handed down 

to the conveyor-belt of Justice.  

‘a strategic decision has been made … 

serving as a circuit breaker,

that in all cases from cursing at the light? 

an uplift, bursts of punitiveness– are that turned 

to the beloved, & now by British law, to be dragged 

& snatched at, like scabs who cry a placard is weaponised 

& in the end, you’re just a disgusting shite. 

Why’d you keep fluttering here? survived to a little force,

like tar & sulphur & this is a fucking roadmap

filing to desist to you to grieve in the portcullis 

as these accoutrements meet human rights guidelines

understand : Core Quality Standards 

a Snooper’s Charter

as teeth on rapid riot prosecutions 

hovering roses as in curves burning above

as hearts may contest yet words are truest, 

said from clearest gathering round its apex, 

as framed,  I am here, in my proper place. 

It’s hard to see how anyone escapes. 

Though day may smile on us with rational gleams, 

The night entwines us in a web door creaks,

 a eulogising speech breaks against the teeth 

streamlining to statutory swallows 

to the Knight of the Realm,, then raised 

to codes of conduct granular predecessors 

unremitting work ethic to the emptiest space 

bleaches behind us, a standing worth & what was said, 

Sir the State, its servants perquisites & protections 

listening advisers, exercises, focus groups 

hatreds dread stilled to the edge to receive, , 

on your knees the Court-news, murders close your mouth & nose! 

You are Britain’s Fairest Man.