Urban survival game
So it's just you, no kids, pets, partner.
You're 35 healthy,, no allergies.
You have to devise a way of having
the lowest budget possible
to feed yourself.
(hastily said)
long evenings ...
hours of darkness
... sudden urge to
nothing tiny little thing …
godforsaken hole before
its time ...
(clears throat)
I have Anxiety because,
I'm an over thinker
I lost my mum,
suddenly to Cancer.
(almost as if a sing-song)
Sorry to hear that.
Yes. Terrible.
Yes.
I am doing talking therapy
because my doctor said
this will probably just be my anxiety..
But... but
I have REAL pains.
its a stabbing pain.
I'm going to list my pains
&& a long buried shame
Aibu to think the worst??
The worst yes.
Yes.
If anyone could tell me
if they have the same
and/or they found out
what was it, please?
Ok.
I get pain then sometimes
I have pain
when I urinate
in the morning especially
the pain travels up to my lower
left pelvic area.
buzzing?
no part of
It usually hurts
to sit down or walk
its a stabbing pain.
Remember.
Yes.
Yes. Terrible.
Yes.
In my stomach
it used to be just sometimes
under my left rib
the very bottom
on the left side too
but this is almost
a constant pain now.
(whispered ) Meant to be suffering ...
ha! ... thought to be suffering ...
Godddddddd
(like a wretch)
... (good laugh) ...
I have lower back pain struggle to walk more
& as time goes on.
have to shuffle before
I can walk properly
after sitting down.
I get mucus in my stool
sometimes feel
sometimes like I have pressure
like I need to do a
exit but I don't.
I have been referred to
gynaecology
gynaecologists
ah!
yes.
Yes. Terrible.
Yes.
but they won't see my until
I take contraceptive pill for 6 months.
I am also so tired
even if I get a good
night sleep.
It's the boiling frog scenario.
the buzzing? ... yes...
all the time the buzzing
as if in actual ...
agony ...
but could not ...
could not
all the time
the buzzing ...
so-called ...
in the ears ...
(good laugh)
Aibu to think the worst????????
I'm not an actively gossipy person,
but I am a people pleaser.
When people are gossiping
around me I find myself commenting
based on what I think they want to hear.
(ADHD/ASD) therefore often do things to try and fit in.
All the best people I know are impartial.
My friend gave up gossiping for Lent one year. She said it meant
she wouldn’t be able to see me until after Easter.
the buzzing? ... yes...
all the time the buzzing
Not sure if this is the right place to post as it's not an AIBU
but more of I think
my husband is being
getting caught up
in some quite extreme right wing views.
Complains about how they're coming in,
being housed in hotels, I'm not sure
what to do about it. paid allowances etc.
with no checks and how crime rates
are are now ten fold etc.
its quite normal to move
from the left in your twenties/thirties
when you have all these ideals
over towards
the right
as you become the ones
paying for it all
with your taxes.
It’s fairly standard.
something begging in the brain ...
Jo Malone Lime Basil Mandarin.
Worn it since it was first brought out
no other perfume like it. Nothing ever lasts on me.
(A very long silence.) –
OK.
spathe
I keep getting reels
short videos on Facebook
YouTube of these 'nonce stings'.
who lets their child play Roblox
their regulations
several accounts linked
to grooming.
Posing as a child
in Roblox’s “therapy” experience,
advised to run away from home
he would come pick us up
so we could move into his basement
in exchange for paying rent
with our body. just the mouth ...
lips ... cheeks ...
jaws ... never ... what?
... tongue? ...
yes ... lips ...
cheeks ... jaws ...
tongue
Roblox’s
“school simulator” game,
no age restrictions.
In the game “Beat Up The Pregnant”
Yes. Terrible.
Yes.
just all part of the same wish to ...
I don’t actually know whether
these confessions
are admissible in court?
But they have all the chat logs too.
Chat Logs.
I have known paedophile hunters'
to have been injured
when trapping their prey.
That's avoidable.
(Encountered in my professional capacity).
not in the least ... ... so far ......
so far ... this other thought
then … not a ...
oh long after ... …Yes. Terrible.
Yes.
I am a bit wary of them
for a number of reasons.
Some of them are obviously fake
done for 'comedy'.
Sake.
It seems a bit virtue signalling
bullying on behalf of the 'hunters'
(like the episodes of Luther with the vigilante who made online videos)
I often wonder what motivation these guys have.
I would not be the slightest bit surprised
if some of them were
paedophiles themselves.
all silent but for the buzzing ...
the so-called moving ... the
the buzzing ... so-called ...the
in the ears .. yes ...th
all the time
Videoing publishing seems
to put them in the place of judge
jury and is often
for self aggrandisement.
so far ... then thinking ... oh long after...
Let's be clear though, people
who abuse children
are execrable. I need to do a
exit but I dont. Is there a possibility of love.
... all the time buzzing …whole body
I know an sen 'adult'
was attacked by one of these groups.
He was going to meet a girl for a tea party.
It was obvious from the video
he had no idea
there was any malice
in what he believed was happening.
He said repeatedly they are going to have a picnic with tea and cake.
The 'hunters' accused him of all sorts, he was so scared and confused.
I taught him as a teen,
this happened when he was 26,
they made him out to be a predator
he thought
he was going for a tea party.
He took his teddy
thought she would be bringing hers
they would be playing together.
All of this was twisted
for the video.
He should have
24 hour care
but actually got
2 visits a day.
The rest of the time
he was left to his own devices.
Resources resource's
Not unusual to have help from the public....
in all areas
I think all child sexual abusers
should be exposed.
SEN or not, if you've committed a crime,
zero sympathy if it's live streamed
on social media.
They shouldn't sexually abuse kids then.
I need to do a
exit but I dont.
The police don't have
resources to keep up,
so general public step in.
.. all the time the buzzing ...
Someone's got to do something about it.
in the skull ... &
Fair play to them.
If so.
AIBU??
