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Thursday, 7 May 2026

On Pain (VI) (draft/unfinished)

On Pain (VI)



Selten habt ihr mich verstanden,

Selten auch verstand ich euch,

Nur wenn wir im Kot uns fanden, 

So verstanden wir uns gleich.

H. Heine 

 

Quacks, sectarians, statisticians

poured into this fake city vanguard 

of the infernal win, Language Businesses cf.

seize this, crush that, to victory!

become elegaic, wistful always broken

against the odds reckoning  

what has been taken,

can be returned distorted then

jargon acquires its defining character 

by the way it imputes its truth on other faces 

the types of pain of beautiful things 

to be destroyed is enough hope

the last firebreaks to starry rushes

chainfated parts of the body, 

echoed the will of the Old Ones 

for the children 

what deposit slot rolled

my cobblestones glom faced,   

outside Automatic Hydraulic   

anti-terror bollards 

non-sector chaperones 

in the event of a loss of power  

woe during roam the clotted avarice 

afraid allowing the ingress of cool air,   

with warm air flowing out   

through two tall vents 

forming wings   

that mirror each other,   

as the public & private bokes  

now all set to chrome 

its bleeding line through 

breached canopies, 

expire turn in a circle

dialectic is broke

in the noiseless expanse 

of your opened face 

on Paternoster Square 

new satin finish logscales

peerless white limestone   

of chlorine ducts or some flaming urn   

& no drinking water,

a sabre of light  

filigree lightness is anodyne   

& as low as possible 

over the tidal Thames 

it’s river territories broken  

Mutual boathouse nomads 

countyparties peddling harrowbones 

like needles all we need is enough hope steered 

so quaint, like continuous cruising toepath hookups

cry upwards for me 

Integral fuel tank the rubbing stakes

pupating the most fundamentally decent person 

to ever to shake my hand

‘I use to knock on doors talk to strangers, now…’

Hate-Man & Ultrahate 

with ignorance to this pain that clutches 

exit poll fagends roll underlight schism 

what laws balustrade is this? 

Asset Management Limited   

shining sleeves scraped 

from every pore & costs nothing  

laid upon its roof burning day   

into your eyes rising 

quaint the stone of the plaza,  

in every living sign   

a public-space guru locked in  

Moët Hennessy Louis Vuitton   

debrief rooms screening Live Below The Line

& what will you do Alfie Deyes?   

luminescent with cadres of flashbacks,   

reliving the chronic downside of 

the nostalgic austerity trend 

on glutted tears, stalked. 


A cloud & the pill taken daily 

in the hinterland rubbed into 

& over one another

& now that you’re gone 

a dream covered nothing 

teeth cleaned on tassel loafers   

readily circling each crutch  

you know you have to die for a rebirth?    

on decoy vent fed air, 

off seed cathedrals noon-marked   

monocoques hollowed to dusk   

the development sequence   

scratched inside wet paper brain   

Werkstatt the swilling ‘ideas engine’   

Stanhope PLC a field of glass,   

windswept Thomas Heatherwick   

your mother’s bead expertise

Bob Hope’s groundhog day 

crying on Coin street 

from the river to the bridge

you cower into at night 

‘social pathology’ cranks

under genebreaks the polity to seek

& delight a song to hover above 

in a more exalted plane

reckoning what has been taken,

can be returned distorted

by seeing everything in terms of either

voluminous lottery cash or

a business bone in his body, Thomas 

now this is Bang at Sports City

the Plateau, the Field, the Garden agenda

the pain inside my moral credo

is about your mouth the palliatives 

a brightness coming from 

its layer of dichroic film meritocracy

in a ribbon of beaded glass 

enhances & lifts hearts in Milton Keynes  

seeing futuristic housing   

prototypes unstitched rentiers head tennis   

& the trust deficit a Workplace Mediation Specialist   

hangs a heavy chain over my heart    

your team knows why   

& takes out my eyes   

explores a National Landlord Register    

at the Construction Expo   

Five Angel Heads Comprise  

the biosphere & how to die in it?   

new County Deals   

devolved administrations sitting on the   

laver of eclipsed arches   

all human malevolence   

is planned orange light   

porphyry stone stand on the backs 

it’s meaningless orange light   

porphyry stone   

& the loggia curls quiet out composite   

social typology bonded   

& elevated again,   

cleaned spurriers to mercer yoke  

& no passage for foot   

in the shadow of the new Cathedral,   

the paying metronauts: 


‘I came here to swim in the highest pool in Europe 

& I’ll be back again tomorrow’