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Friday, 27 February 2026
Wednesday, 25 February 2026
25.2.26 (draft/unfinished)
Left in bodachs of your own rendition
penalty of self turned in on
a noxious clubbing bliss
filled with your enemies
their voices reverberating through partitions
their children diving around in high fronds
stamped where I thought I had opposed
& the intimately failing dioptric luna heart
on the ground dumb where you honour
anima slaughter invisible
intermediate steps its second light
little by little desuetude of blame forgotten
rending sacrifice worth making
the direction of the horses had to be changed
wailed to negative innocence.
Untransparent what the position is
comes out in grief bored dark
voice just shadows desiccated
jealous in bivouacs
of future declined to clamber into one
under pinned breath
the first thing we should have
spoken about & remains
gloomy elksedge partially real
partially pain caroms
& gambols draw a boundary between
hind sites cruel coldnesses i do not
deserve to still ask for love
as some defeated cycle of optimism
rehearsed better off numbing
at the skys napping heart or longing
the best life i am holding you back from
Monday, 23 February 2026
Headington Hill Hall, 2026
Oxford Italianate mansion (actually rented from Oxford City Council) dubbed the ‘best council house in the country’ was lived in by Robert Maxwell from 1959 until 1991 where he eventually moved Pergamon Press publishing hundreds of ‘international scientific journals’. It was here that his nine children were brought up, living in a combination of what was described in the Times, as 'cruelty and luxury'.
While in situ, Maxwell commissioned a stained-glass window as a feature of the imperial staircase, a depiction of Samson (modelled on himself) by the Israeli sculptor Nehemia Azaz. The lawn doubled as a helipad from which he would jet about for business and pleasure; the grounds too, were furnished with a tennis court and swimming pool. Under Maxwell's reign, all-out parties were hosted here for lan and Kevin and Ghislaine's classmates were reportedly invited over for reading competitions (which Ghislaine consistently won, awarded first prize).
2.23.26 (draft/unfinished)
Now the ends are even black
shared on the thin, V-shaped area
grass memento over the city’s river
three canticles blunted ledges & parapets
the sabotaged listening place
manic tantras paranoid again
under the chronotope its crossing lights
in this gelded hellscape
meaningless glom faced,
& the body in pain is itself
an object of novelty,
to be inspected with pleasure
to climb for rain
stowed in a dwell of aches
the co-ordinating points
passed & re-passed
a dozen times since
I’ve become an empty vessel of
spermless love
Friday, 6 February 2026
International Cultural Enterprises Ltd (draft/unfinished)
Our happiness gamifying misery
in the art of not dying
& the victories we have won
get painfully curled
tight from the seeded culm
the bean counter on the rooftop bar
the highballs the end times the exhibition talk
& The Sadist Whips the Obviously Innocent
cut from me the value but also
a language of another,
no bird sound
limitation of the fragile
inescapability of this kind of life
Friday, 30 January 2026
Hansabibliothek REAL CHARACTERS II
















