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Friday, 29 May 2026

On Pain III (re-edit 2) (unfinished/draft)



Rose note in the genital area

snow falls has itself become sick 

in the coarsest demands tenderness

what is turning in the wrong sky 

dear light to vanish closed 

scent of oleander, pink pepper & 

tamarisks lingers forever

before fade-outs must be the Heart

now turned gradients

in your Don't Die Crewneck

negative values conspire apart

can be eventually eliminated

abandoned what cruel brightness

denied your sleep

between the Left & the Right

what wrecked chine torn that lithium

downlight through the street 

& into eternal gardens

but lay for me here

you your sweet-rising voice 

pining rouged carmine

as if the dead would wait also

pains or becoming visible again

in your room are peaks gently kissed

inwards its private world

so we become an insurgent cell

of one together & when love is not 

unbroken or exiled without eyes 

every word small inurns

the Kingdom of the Sick

New River Walk 

the walls, floors bondage predation

even the living will seem unreal

will have to choose 

just how much unpleasantness 

we wish to create or conserve 

hemlocked sweet to giddiness 

the hyperthymic steel link,

or euthymic winking at the brim 

travel to Switzerland to die & the dying 

need not be sick 

little insects all screws bolted

curled black lids fading shells

kidney shaped abscesses bumps

& the dead meant for Linz 

memorised in amice song 

cultus medicine paste    

trespassing in reuptakes 

some things are free 

through this alkaline garden

faery lands forlorn in place of doves

quiet breathe toured the midnight 

in the kingdom of the sick

on the sickle of your neck

The Working Class Goes to Heaven

in a sacro pod every four minutes

I’ve tried to become that person

& downed myself to the palest twilight

dividing by zero cures all but ends all 

this time rostral shell photographs of lilies

with funeral sympathy bouquets

Alex Karp’s mothers collaged motifs

Named The Gentlest Asphyxiations, 

& pain the type you feel.