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Thursday, 28 May 2026

On Pain (III) (Draft/unfinished)



Rose note in the genital area

snow falls has itself become sick 

tenderness in the coarsest demands 

what is turning in the wrong sky 

dear light & to vanish closed 

the scent of oleander, pink pepper & 

tamarisks lingers forever

& in the diadem goodness  

before fade-outs must be the Heart

now gradients in your Don't Die Crewneck

negative values conspire apart

can be eventually eliminated

abandoned what cruel brightness

denied your sleep

between the Left & the Right

what wrecked chine torn that lithium

downlight through the street 

& into eternal gardens

but lay for me here

you your sweet-rising voice 

pining rouged carmine

as if the dead would wait also

pains or becoming visible again

there in your room

are peaks gently kissed

inwards its private world

so we become an insurgent cell

of one & when love is not 

unbroken or exiled without eyes 

that unpities every word 

inurns small drubbings 

on the Kingdom of the Sick New River Walk 

leaks out the last crypto-communist

whispered to itself:

Nobody exists’ 

then falls dead in the walls, floors bondage

predation even the living 

will seem unreal will have to choose 

just how much unpleasantness 

we wish to create or conserve 

hemlocked sweet to giddiness 

the hyperthymic steel link,

or euthymic winking at the brim 

travel to Switzerland to die & the dying 

need not be sick 

little insects all screws bolted

curled black lids fading shells

bumps, kidney shaped abscesses

& the dead meant for Linz 

are actual police proxy codes

wire to wire memorised in amice song 

the cultus medicine paste    

trespassing in reuptakes 

some things are free   

through this alkaline garden

quiet breathe toured the midnight

faery lands forlorn in place of doves, 

in the kingdom of the sick quivered

many more times on the sickle of your neck

& The Working Class Goes to Heaven

in a sacro pod every four minutes

I’ve tried to become that person

downed to the palest twilights

dividing by zero

that cures all but ends all 

Manifest Destiny 

this time the rostral shell 

photographs of lilies

with funeral sympathy bouquets

Alex Karp’s mothers collaged motifs

Named The Gentlest Asphyxiations, 

& pain the type you feel.