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Urban survival game
So it's just you, no kids, pets, partner.
You're 35 and healthy no allergies.
You have to devise a way of having the lowest budget possible
to feed yourself.
long evenings ... hours of darkness
... sudden urge to ...
nothing tiny little thing ... tiny
before its time ...
godforsaken hole
I have Anxiety because
I'm an over thinker
I lost my mum
suddenly to Cancer.
Sorry to hear that.
Yes. Terrible.
I am doing talking therapy
because my doctor said this
will probably
just be my anxiety.. But...
I have REAL pains.
its a stabbing pain. Godforsaken hole.
I'm going to list my pains
&&
if anyone could tell me
if they have the same
and/or they found out
what it was please?
Ok.
I get pain
then sometimes
I have pain
when I urinate
in the morning especially
the pain travels up to my lower
left pelvic area.
the buzzing? . no part of
It usually hurts to sit down or walk
its a stabbing pain.
into my stomach
and it used to be just sometimes
under my left rib
and the very bottom
on the left side too
but this is almost
a constant pain now.
Meant to be suffering ...
ha! ... thought to be suffering ...
just as ...
God (like a wretch)
Then.
... (good laugh) ...
I have lower back pain
struggle to walk more
and more as time goes on.
have to shuffle before
I can walk properly
after sitting down.
I get mucus in my stool
sometimes feel like I have pressure
like I need to do a
exit but I dont.
I have been referred to
gynaecology
gynaecologists
ah!
but they won't see my until I take contraceptive
pill for 6 months.
I am also soooooo tired
even if I get a good
night sleep.
I did have 2 cesarean sections
2 years in a row.
It's the boiling frog scenario.
the buzzing? ... yes...
all the time the buzzing
as if in actual ...
agony ...
but could not ... could not all the time the buzzing ...
so-called ... in the ears ...
(good laugh)
Not sure if this is the right place to post as it's not an AIBU but more of I think my husband is being
and I'm not sure
what to do about it.
though of course actually
not in the ears at all ...
in the skull …..
He's getting caught up in some quite extreme right wing views.
Complains about how they're coming in,
being housed in hotels, I take
paid allowances etc.
with no checks
and how crime rates
are
are now ten fold etc.
I am trying to decide between state and private school for my son. He has ADHD
a slight speech delay.
He is bright but finds big crowds more challenging
goes into 'fight' (fight, flight, freeze)
when scared.
He is doing really well
his main focus
emotional regulation.
What if they don’t do it in front of you
but tell you about it later?
Wondering if I’m overreacting to a situation …
Leave him.
its quite normal to move from the left in your twenties/thirties when you have all these ideals over towards the right
as you become the ones
paying for it all with your taxes.
It’s fairly standard.
something begging in the brain ...
am I being unreasonable?
just all part of the same wish to ...
I have known paedophile hunters' to have been injured when trapping their prey.
That's avoidable.
(Encountered in my professional capacity).
not in the least ... twinge ... so far ... ha! ...
so far ... this other thought then … not a ...
oh long after ... …
I keep getting reels and short videos on Facebook and YouTube of these 'nonce stings'.
I am a bit wary of them
for a number of reasons.
Some of them are obviously fake
done for 'comedy'.
It seems a bit virtue signalling
bullying on behalf of the 'hunters'
(like the episodes of Luther with the vigilante who made online videos)
I often wonder what motivation these guys have.
I would not be the slightest bit surprised
if some of them were paedophiles themselves.
all silent but for the buzzing ...
so-called moving ...
the buzzing ... so-called ...
in the ears .. yes ...
all the time
Videoing
publishing seems to put them in the place of judge
and jury and is often
for self agrandisment.
so far ... then thinking ... oh long after...
Let's be clear though, people
who abuse children
are execrable. I need to do a
exit but I dont. Is there a possibility of love.
... all the time buzzing …
. whole body
(short pause) 5 seconds
I am in Surrey
(pause again) 5 seconds
I know an sen 'adult'
was attacked by one of these groups.
He was going to meet a girl for a tea party.
It was obvious from the video
he had no idea
there was any malice
in what he believed was happening.
He said repeatedly they are going to have a picnic with tea and cake.
The 'hunters' accused him of all sorts, he was so scared and confused.
I taught him as a teen,
this happened when he was 26,
they made him out to be a predator
and he thought
he was going for a tea party.
He took his teddy
thought she would be bringing hers
they would be playing together.
All of this was twisted
for the video.
He should have
24 hour care
but actually got
2 visits a day.
The rest of the time
he was left to his own devices.
Resources resource's
Not unusual to have help from the public....
in all areas
I think all child sexual abusers
should be exposed.
SEN or not, if you've
committed a crime,
zero sympathy
if it's live streamed
on social media.
They shouldn't sexually abuse kids then.
I need to do a
exit but I dont.
The police don't have the resources to keep up,
so the general public step in. step in.
.. all the time the buzzing ...
Someone's got to do something about it.
in the skull ...
Fair play to them.
do we have a winner
for this one please ??
make some sense of it ...
whole body like gone ...
just the mouth ...
lips ... cheeks ...
jaws ... never ... what?
... tongue? ...
yes ... lips ...
cheeks ... jaws ...
tongue ... never still a second ...
mouth on fire ...
stream of words
AIBU??
